Back to school . . . Tears or Cheers?

As a mom of two little girls, 3 and 5. I have been looking forward to back to school time most of the summer. The girls have been fighting like crazy and I thought they just needed a break from eachother (not to mention the break I kept asking for!). Well, today was my oldest daughter's first day of Kindergarten and I am shocked to say that I couldn't have been more sad. :o( I missed her, I worried about her, I cried when I dropped her off, and I kept staring at the clock hoping it was time to pick her up. Her sister missed her like crazy too. She kept asking when E would be home. She said how lonely she was. She really just moped around the house all day. Instead of cheers, it was definitely tears at our house. Now I've already started dreading the day 2 years from now when "S" will be going to school all day every day too. It almost makes me want to have another baby . . . ALMOST!